Point?

Is there a point to this?

A life that I must lead?

A release from all of this,

Race without God's speed.

Our lives upon this stool,

Forever embedded in time,

We use this as a tool,

Forever challenging the mind.

We sit here in demand,

We look to us, oneself,

Have faith in human man,

I know this in myself.

Our time here is abrupt,

We follow on our path,

The flow of time corrupt,

An equation as in math.

We have no logic reason,

To be here on ths Earth,

When we gang up, it's treason,

Stop! To a mother having birth!

Hm..is there truly a point to this insanity? Are we here just to wage wars, and fight with one another? Perhaps it's all a joke, a riddle in itself. I do believe, however, that there is no such a superior being as God. Religion is just something made up to keep in line the order of the ever growing World's population. Our time and life here is futile, as I have always known. No true meaning to the existence of humanity, or any living things. We have no true purpose here on this Earth. Nothing to look foward to from day to day. We were placed upon this Earth with nothing of any knowledge, but must be fed and taken care of, in our most vulnerable stage. Although, when you reach your teen years, you then become twice as vulnerable to your surroundings than when you were an infant. Existance becomes more difficult, and harder to bear the burden any longer. You just want to throw it off at any time, and give up. But, most of us, the strong or the ignorant, continue on this hopeless journey. Some try and come to terms with their lives and seek spiritual aid. I have tried in the form of Paganism, and nothing ever became of that. I cannot bring myself to believe in something I so strongly disagree with. Our life here is futile one, so why not end it? That would seem the easy way out, wouldn't it? Ah, but there some to whom that would be denoted cowardice. To escape the torment, which is Earth, in such an untimely manner, is quite disputable in itself. Now, I have nt slept for a few days now, and my mind is beginning to ebb. I shall return at a later date to rant some more.

~Tanya