My Mental Scars
Entries of Past

Misery - 01 February 2006

Renaissance - 22 October 2005

Turmoil - 28 August 2005

20th Birthday - 24 August 2005

My Soul? - 23 August 2005





It eludes me..., a poem
3:18 p.m. on 2001-07-25

I feel as if the world's turned it's back on me

Tormented my soul, then set it free

There is nothing more that I could ever desire

Then the strength of love in another's inner fire

That love, it seems, can't ever be mine

I'll never have such strong enough to intertwine

This is just my hopeless, twisted fate

This love eludes me, I've shut the gate

My sorrow filled destiny awaits me ahead

As it mocks me with it's anguished bitter end

The suffering and pain it put me through

Has turned out for me to respect and love very few

I'll go to my grave with a hole in my heart

Crying to my soul,"What did I do, that we must part?"

As the echoes fade of my last demand

The dirt is thrown in with patient hand

And still my hunger for the love I yearn

Will never be quenched, but will always burn

It eludes me...



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