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Misery - 01 February 2006

Renaissance - 22 October 2005

Turmoil - 28 August 2005

20th Birthday - 24 August 2005

My Soul? - 23 August 2005





My Dreams. . .
7:33 p.m. on 2001-08-16

I find myself anxious about returning to school before summers end every year. But, this year it is worse than usual. With every day that passes, I grow more eager than the last. I anticipate starting off all new at a truly remarkable school. I will be attending my regular high school for the latter part of the day, and ATTC, Area Technical Trade Center, for the three former classes of the day. At this particular school, in which I will be attending for two years, I will study Health Occupations. At the end of my two year term, and at my graduation, I will receive my well earned RNA. I then have my various plans for the future.

Since I was in the third grade I have dreamt of going into the medical field. However, it wasn't until three years later when I read the One Last Wish books by Lurlene McDaniel, that I finally made up my mind. McDaniel ispired me, and showed me what it was to relate and work with the problems of which I want to give my life to. At the time, as always, I was playing with the idea of becoming a writer, but having such a self-esteem problem as I have, that slowly eats away at me, I decided I would never succeed in the world off of just my words. I didn't think that I would ever be good enough to cut it. So, I slowly drifted back to reality, and made up my mind.

My current plans consist of enrolling in a local college, so as not to pay a small fortune for the required courses, and then later transferring to a more substantial and creditable University. Once their I will continue to take up medical, in hopes of one day becoming a Pediatric Oncologist, my dream profession. As far as after graduation of college, I have yet to decide. I will go where my dreams take me. . .



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