This was written quite some time ago. . . It just nevermade it's way in here. . . Why now you ask? It will come out sooner or later. . .

I shant not stand to live my love
I look from deep inside
For life to pass on smooth my love
I need you by my side

The brightness in your eyes my love
Enough to melt a heart
Your smile quite enticing love
Enough to cause a start

The scent of you is strong my love
Remember now to breathe
How can I go on now my love
While you prepare to leave

Without you I am lost my love
My life turned upside down
I need you always with me love
You stole away my frown

I hope your life goes well my love
Forget me please do not
You've always had my heart dear love
For that is what you've caught



Take that as you will, but one thing I might mention, that is not written for a person. Just a thought, a motion, a feeling. Feelings betrayed, forgotten, burned. . . Just an emotion it reveals, a timeless lisp of sadness, surrendering my heart to entertaining a thought of something I could ever behold. . .



Cascading down the falls
Please listen to the calls
Of a love once lost
Covered by dark frost

Bleh. . . I'm not even going to bother finishing. . .

There's something that I need, when will I receive it? Am I doomed to live in agony forever? I need to get a life and stop pitying myself. Stop tormenting my heart, let it rest for a while. It will need it in the end. To be rested and well for the trials that lay ahead. Why am I doing this to myself? Give it a rest, it's fruitless. . .