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Balmoral
5:23 pm on 16 August 2005

Well, a brand new day, same old dreams. Dreams that are looking clearer as time goes by. Outrageously fictional at the moment, but someday soon very realistic. Ever since I was a little girl I dreamt of someday living in a castle of my very own and being a surgeon of sorts. Then, about 2 years ago, I found what could make my wishes reality: The floor plans to the castle of my dreams!



1st Floor with both East and West wings

2nd Floor with both East and West wings

3rd and 4th Floors

The West Tower

Rear of the Castle

Some may view me as insane, as obviously a building like that will cost quite a bit of time and money, but it is more realistic that most people's dreams.

Every now and then, when I am really feeling down, I just pull up those images and my whole world changes. I have used these images and dreams for years now to build up the motivation to continue and finish school..

Someday it will be mine..



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